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SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-30T15:59:00.000-08:00

in hotel 626!!!!

and another!

thats all!!hahahahahhaha!!!

THEY ARE....I HATE HATE THEM X(

2008-12-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!

i hate it, i am so depress and embarrassed(not to mention HUMILIATED!!!!)because of them...!! i hate them!!!

it all happen in the family fun day!!!!and i dont ant to type it down here!!so HUMILIATED!!!i type this down just to have a words or sentences in this entry. . .and also because of steph!
hahahhaaaa....ARGH!

THATS ALLL!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK!!!!

NO MOTIVATION....

2008-11-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

maybe its the manga...hahahahaha... :(

2008-11-13T12:25:00.000-08:00

i cant do anything so i take the test:

COMMENT:

THE H*LL! ! !great in WHAT??!!the that aren't true...like DUH? im not pretty...but its funny!exsept for that thing...blekh!

COMMENT :

like YAH?! that gonna happen. . .

55%

COMMENT :
hhahahahhaa...not worth it...

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COMMENT:

another not worth it. . . hahahahhaha!

COMMENT :

at least one of my color is there...

COMMENT :

YESY!HORAYY!YAHOO!YIPEE!ILUV74EVER-9!hahahahahaha!

THATS ALL!!!

IEXAI IS CHUCHOOO!!

ROUND 2 CUPCAKES^^

2008-11-11T12:02:00.000-08:00

coz im really bored...im only gonna show my 2nd set of cupcakes and this time I REALLYMADE THIS CUPCAKES(and also raichelle,thnx!).

this are the cupcakes that raichelle made:

the pink happy flower

the star in my cupcake

ms. bunny white

ms. curly pink

ms. bloo

the white polkadots

christmas gift

plain sprinkled cupcake

THAT'S ALL!!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

the YESTERDAY and TODAY^_^

2008-11-10T10:04:00.000-08:00

Sunday

well...im late again..its ok^^eeeee!then im sleepy cuz i slept late last night because of ....SECRET!!!hahahahaha!(i know it's nonsense).then the cube thingy AGAIN!wwoohhoooo!!its really fun like it practices to be more faster in completing the 6 sides of the cube. and tttiiiii it's fun!

then we talk and talk and BLAH-BLAH-BLAH!!!and oh, the Bridge Construction in our Physics. Like DAMN!!! it's hard, with all the the thinking and constructing how it works.on how it can carry a 500 grams bottled water.we gave up because it twist it's leg when a heavy thing is put on our bridge.

but mostly,it's diane and heaven's idea(hehehe...('- -)halatang walng masyadong natulong).and so heres our "BRIDGE" together with my Physics book.

and laila is sleepy. so-so SLEEPY. then kind of in "a moody" status or whatever so you call it.

and then in the evening . . . i bake some "CUPPIECAKES" that i needed in my project. so here:

my mess. . .

the cupcakes i made

ms. moushie

cream w/ bits of chocolate

rosiepearl

ms. chocolicious

the twins

ms. sunny side-up

THATS ALL ! ! !

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Monday

i would start in . . .i woke up in a cold morning, brush my stained teeth and take a bath in a breeze air of the water. i get my P.E. uniform then eat the soup of delight . . . . hmmmmm. . . . .DELICIOUS! and wait for my cute little friend, Raichelle(ooohhh im liking this kind of expression.hahahahaha CORNY!).

then make an assingment in Computer which i've already finish and print it in case im late and have no time in finishing it in the school(well except the questionaire sheet^^). then maa'm magallonhie gave us a seatwork. i got 19/25.we also do some seatworks in math and got 7/10. then maam 4ice explain the bridge construction.

and also,while we are having our recess,steph see me with the rubix cube.and i thought shes gonna break the cube.and then i put away the cube thingy away from her for im the "lover of cubes"!!! and then she, the "ANTI-RUBIX CUBE" get the cube thingy.then ALL OF A SUDDEN she ask me how to complete the colors of the cube.AS IN OMG!!!hahahahahaha!!!tteeeheee!!!

NEWS FLASH:

steph is starting to like the cube thingy.MEANING shes starting to know the WONDERS of the rubix(hahahahahaha).

*GET YOUR NEWSBLOGPAPER, STEPH IS STARTING TO LIKE THE CUBE!!!!

then in our MAPEH, sir gave us a time to play volleyball for the mini olympics.they play together with the virtuous.then steph gave me a lollipop!teeheee!!!my fave lollipop!!and in our A.P.,mr adik gave us a. . . "CEREMONY" (which i call. . .).and it's all about "abusado". sir hates abusado people, because he agree that we can play but when he call us we dont agree to have a elimination test(i mean my classmates).then he said they are "reklamador".

then class dismissed!!while walking down the stairs,i let raichelle see the cupcake i've done.and at that time, raichelle is hungry.then she said she wants some of my cupcakes.after that we go straight home but the key!!!"the stupidity of thy brother has overcome him and lost thy key"(and the truth is he left the keys at home..ARRRRHHH!!!so get ready fo the 2nd ceremony).

and because the key is lost, i decided to go to raichelle.she invited me to eat menudo.and i almost ate . . . well. . .according to her 1/3(hehehehe).then the dyosa on the tv actually STINKS!!!ARRRHHH!!!I HATE IT!!!and what do we have here...

a little kid who loves her cat so much...aaawwww

then after the stop at raichelle's house, my mom decided to go to the pizza inn since dad has the key. after that we go home, i clean the house and after that i start up my blog entry and this is it !!!!i buzz streph but no one answered..aaawww too bad...i'll bring the cupcakes tomorow.. teehhhiiii!!!!

THAT'S ALL ! ! !

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

THE PRINCIPLES SUCKS -v-

2008-11-08T08:53:00.000-08:00

well i woke up early(even if i didnt sleep that much). then get ready to go to school and wait for raichelle. then go late at school. and so scared because we have a flag ceremony. then mr. adik let us in then do the excercise again.

many where so angry of our principle!!!(you know what i mean and you know who!!!)then the teesers(code) where on our side. then there this issue about jackfruit and the two other girls... chuchu. as i heard this thing, for me, actually jackfruit and the 2 girls where wrong...

if you know the story, you'll understand...then the cube thingy again!!!then i took some pictures..hehehe!!

a road to nowhere...

model: reixhel

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THAT'S ALL ! ! !

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

what happen on my "MY THURS-DAY^^"

2008-11-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

so i woke up late...like 11:00 in the afternoon. and i didnt to nothing except. . .

wash our clothes:

then hang them up...

watch some movies...again!

THAT'S ALL!!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

the cube thingy again^^

2008-11-05T13:59:00.000-08:00

it's early and i need to go to school. so we celebrate our 2ND CONVACATION DAY!!!AND STEPH ALWAYS "SPECIAL MENTION" ME ON HER BLOG!!!AND IT'S SOOOO EMBARRASSING...!!!!ALWAYS TEASE ME!!!!!!!.(note:I'm not mad, just imagine my face saying this, meaning what you usually see in school^^)(wait! what em i guilty?).

and while walking home, rei and me took pictures..hahahahaha, in the middle of the road i tell yah! then she said before we go to our house "a passion for abaya...". then we both laugh because at first, we didn't get it then suddenly we though of that guy...hahhahahahahaha, get it?!...

then i slept for 6 hours...go surf the net at 12:oo because i wash the dishes. cuz im bored, i think it's fun to watch movie. so me and my brother watch:

THE SIMPSONS

AVP2

and it's soooo cool, the AVP2 will have a part three, cool!!!!anyaways...

THAT'S ALL!!!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

sleephiee head -_- ZzZzZzZzZz....

2008-11-04T05:19:00.000-08:00

so i woke up. . .and my dizziness is so not cool...and then fix myself and blah-blah-blah!!! then in to the school.

so we start lecturing the lessons. and the aircon, SUCKS very MUCH! it's like "raining in the classroom". also it's SO COLD and it's like your inside in the BIGGEST REFRIGERATOR IN THE WORLD.

i also forgot to bring the jacket and i regret it big time cause i was planning to bring one then a said to myself "naaaahhhh, i dont need one". if only i KNOW how could it is, i already brought one. and that coldnezz cause me to sleep and it feels so GOOD. but stilll it's not comfy because you know pillow and blanket to cover up yourself. . .

then when i got home, i want too sleep...but then i want to go surf the net. then i go online for at least 6 hours i guess then chat with tasneem and double A(it's a codename). hahahahahaha. here's some of our chat^^(notice i remove the time).

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CHAT WITH TASNEEM:

Tasneem Delos Santos :hi hanna!

iexai : lapit ka ng konti

Tasneem Delos Santos : musta na c hanna ko?

iexai : kuntiiexai : d ka daw nya iexai :mkitaiexai : isa pa iexai : ATE LAILA!!!!

iexai : daw

Tasneem Delos Santos : ang layo...!

CHAT WITH DOUBLE A:

double A: .josephine

double A: .punta ka bukas?.. ahahaiexai : josephine]

iexai : kaiexai : dyan

iexai : nmn

iexai : uu

THAT'S ALL! ! !

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

IT'S FINISH^^YIPEEE^^USTET is finish^^

2008-11-03T03:43:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK!!!!so i didnt go to school on saturday. and so i study the three major subjects and at least i make a half study on the subjects.

until this day!....uuuuuuuuuoooooooooooooo!i woke up in a worried look on my face. but then,i realize...that the HAMS looks tasty when the're light pinkish in color and it's delicious. anyways, after i eat that pinkish-YUMMIE-hams, i go and take a bath and blah,blah,blah..

i here the phone rung and i was so too late to answer it. so while i was ironing my uniform, i called out to raichelle if she's ready to go. while the phone is in my ear,few seconds the phone rang and it was answered by her mom. and then i ask if raichelle is still there. then tita said shes already gone and rush down the school because the test has ALREADY START!!!!

i replied "ohhhhhh,tita thanks..."(with a worried face and almost badge the phone hard...hehe).so i quickly iron my uniform and left many "gusot" in it. then i run fast as i could but i can't... you know why? because i brought "MANY BOOKS" as i can to study i bit in the school. and i found out that there is no time and the test will start in a few minutes. and i was SO TIRED of running and carrying those really heavy books(DAMN).

so where alraedy starting and i felt so nervous. like this is the feeling of having an entrance exam. first time in my fustrated life. but i found out the test is a bit easy but i can't sure i would pass it T_T....

i wish i could pass that test...i mean MAPUA isn't that a good school. it's easy to pass but once your there - YOUR OUT!!!so i have to pass this test and until now im still nervous what would be my grade...OOOOWWWWW LIFE!!!!!

and also happy 18th birthday insan!!!luvs u!!!(source:friendster)

message:

hi teh!ilang months na lna magkikita na ulit tayo!!!!!!debu muna!!!anung handa????sana masaya ka dyan together with your pirated DVD's,watching your favorite shows....hahahahahahahaha!!!enjoy every moment.take care always. at yung pinag-usapan natin mga gusto natin...well..kukulangin ata pero pipilitin kung dumami yun for you.anu?may bagu kang bf?ahimmm denial!!!!anyways...sana mabilhan aku ng laptop para sa college...AT para na rin makapag-internet tayo - wireless...hahahahaahhaahahah!!!sige na ito lang masasabi ko...iluvu!!!

watashi anato aishtemasu!!!

OMEDETO OTANJOBI!!!

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and check out the pictures i captured yesterday. it's a maruya(though my brother said it look a chicken nuggets). so here take a look. this picture was taken yesterday cuz im hungry^^. and also, the 2nd picture is edited on PHOTOSHOP CS(i just add some thingy or whatever you call it).

maruya caramel sprinkled with choco chips

maruya spiral caramel

and the clouds seem so different(besides it's darkish color)...i dont know why but i took a picture of it too. the first one is edited in PHOTOSHOP CS. and the other one is the original.

dark days...(edited)

dark days...(original)

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HOPE YOU LIKE THE SHOTS!

THAT'S ALL!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

SORRY...

2008-11-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

WHERE ON A STUDY HARD MODE FOR THE ENTRANCE EXAM....NOT BLOGGING FOR MANY-MANY WEEKS!!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING!

TAKE CARE AND GOOD DAY!

oT_To

thE OrthO schEdulE T_T

2008-10-30T09:56:00.000-07:00

sooooo...where would i start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(my damn teeth HURT!!!!!!!)so it's 6:45 in the morning...(SO EARLY!) and im still sleepy.

then hang-up those clothes. then getting ready for the pain and i thought it's worse and im wrong!!!! it's HORRIBLE i tell yah...

so then i go to the clinic then i play with the cube thingy then here it goes. im injected by the some anestesia in my gum. of course, it swollen for 2 to 5 hours and i enjoy cause "I FEEL NO PAIN "arrrhhh!!!!!!ahoy thy pain!!!!

then after it wear off..it's all gone!!!it pains a lot!! until now...i slept to ease out the pain...i eat ice cream then it like im not eating cause i cant feel the food on my mouth. it's like im chewing(oh! what can i say?)NOTHING!

now i cant eat what i want...so unfair..T_T the scrumcious food in front of me...the sweet smell of the aroma....mouth dripping look....is ALL gone...

THAT'S ALL T_T!!!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU

DRY-RUN(dnt knonw the spelling)

2008-10-29T07:03:00.001-07:00

well we just test and blahblahblah!!!!!

and also cube-thingy....hahahahahahaha!!!

then check and eat icecream!!!!

and cube thingy!!!hahahahaha!!!!

then go blogging until i post....lalalblah!

THAT'S ALL!!!

iEXAI iS cHUCHU/IEXAIEGGHIE(they say...blek!)

^the ( + ) & ( - ) madnezzz!!!!^

2008-10-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

well...this mornig was supposed to be great...but it didnt!!!because of Physics. and also the teacher BEHIND the physics ->mm 4ice!!!

because she tell us yesterday that she's not accepting the ACTIVITY we brought. and ive DONE EVERYTHING to take care that damn egg. and DAMN!!!! she didnt take any considerations...she'll complain about our grades because it's low...

and now she wouldn't accept the materials i brought! and another D-A-M-N!!! i threw it cuz we/i thought she wouldntand GUESS what???? where having an activity about the " egg " TOMMOROW!!!!!!!!

many-many-many rude words flash into my mind and almost came out to my mouth!!!you didnt know what the hell feels like how to hide does f***** words!!!so i try to keep my mouth SHUT!.

so i think i burst all to my madnezz to my friends and im so sorry!!!!gomenasai!!!but some of my them are reasonable why im mad to them.

first,not even ONE of them make a sacrifice to get the egg,they didnt even think about the activity. that it has 40% of our grade!!!!that this is for the better of us. and so i get the egg!!!there reasons is it STINKS and YUCKIE because of the trash and flem(plema!kaartehan talaga!).

second,nobody even think of i plan how to get a scissors because for them it's "nakakatamad" to get one. the angry part of this one is i go all the way down just to borrow a scissor and when i came back... THEY HAVE A SCISSORS IN THERE BARE HANDS!!!!!!argh!!!!

finally, the egg cracked!and it's my fault!i wish i had put it done!its sad and dissapointing...and another no one(again) had volunteer to buy an egg!!!!that's why "nagparinig ako" to them. and guess what's there reaction...none, it's like they dont care!!!but thankfully i calm down when i saw Laila had volunteer to the egg. but suddenly it grew again when i saw ice cream. why? cause imee invited her to some certain place, she noded and go!!!the h*ll! i wish she's the one who volunteer to buy the egg but noooooo!!!! KATAMARAN talaga!!!!!!!!

but then again, i calm when i saw the robixs or erobix or whatever you call it. it cause my curiosity to burst out of me. and that curioscity help me make the cube-thingy solved!(but i didnt get it finish because there many PAKIELAMEROS!!!!)

also again i get a bit mad because when im doing something or that i enjoyed a lot, i dont want it to be ruin with the all the disturbances as possible!!!so again im sorry for being angry with you guys...especially Laila!!!!didnt mean to be harsh on you and imee...cuz sometimes i cant stop to be mad(but it differs from my speech,when im explaining or something...you get the point right???....yeah whatever).

so the cube-thingy is soooo C-O-O-L!!! i've tried to build thethe base up the second layer...(alright...only up to the first layer -_- ). so anyway, while im reviewing for the quiz in A.P., i sneak in and try fixing the cube-thingy(cuz i dont what to pronounce it).

for this post, i want every one to remember how to sacrifice...even if it's yuckie(well...except kissing someone ugly) or dissapointing or what ever you could think to sacrifice. and again i want to say sorry to does i've got angry with. sometimes i really get mad when i could take your actions and not thinking for the sake of all.

THAT'S ALL!!!

^iEXAI iS cHUCHU^

^2 days and it's all about the test^

2008-10-26T06:50:00.000-07:00

where will i start...well yesterday-i run out of energy to type in the blog. so i now i'll tell you...

it's a Saturday Morning...and SUCKS so much i hate to wake up early, cuz im "puyat". but i dont want to dissapoint rei for always making her wait every morning(like i've done that everytime and yes...i've done it ^^).and i now i know im sometimes annoying when i let someone down.

anyways...so we receive are 2nd qurterly test and im happy with my scores because compare it to the first....its....you dont wanna know...as i was saying,my scores where a bit higher than the last time. but still, you cant and will never miss(for me)is having a line of -7 in the test.

one im complaining on is mm flated nose. why? cuz she didnt teach the lesson carefully and to be true,"minadali lang nya ang lesson!!!!". also she didnt give us many exercise. it's like she tell it in a sec. then KABAM!!!!you'll see in a week in the quarterly...your doom!!!!!!!I hate IT!!!!!

THAT'S ALL!!!

^IEXAI IS CHUCHU^

FUN's and SAD's at the foundation practice(REMAKE)

2008-10-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

And since i cant tell what happen today, i'll just tell what happen in our one week foundation practice.

FIRST DAY
->boring! and its tiring, i tell yah!

SECOND DAY
->still boring! and its tiring . . .

THIRD DAY
->this day almost make me quit. REALLY! it stinks. because of this damn hair! its like im the CENTER of ATTENTION. . .no. . .I AM THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. because of the hair of anne curtis in dyosa. but that doesnt i am DYOSA!!!!!!argh!!!!.

so i cried because mm. four eyes called me that i have to make my dance great and i should not skip the bamboo or something like that. it's totally ANNOYING! also that mm. sped. i just cant take. and now she wants me to remove my abaya. and my "gone mad" meter got up. that causes my tear to burst out.

so i remove my abaya. and then rei-rei and diane try to convince mm. four eyes to put my abaya back because of the dot(if your a girl you'll know). and so, mm. four eyes did say yes. then rei-rei tell what happen inside while they where asking for permission.

rei ask permission to mm.4ice. she whisper it to mm. 4ice so that others cant hear. she noded yes and give a complement. she compare me and dyosa. that when dyosa transform into half-horse & half-woman,shes half nude! argh! am i an actress?! GEEEEZZZ! I HATE PAKILAMERA!!!

FOURTH AND FIFTH DAY
->this two days are the most happy days at the last days of practice.we watch:

*Sydney White*

*Speed Racers*

*Journey to the Center of the Earth*

And the sombie movie. i forgot the title and its something like this, crazy-slash-cannibal eaters-slash-PERVEERT!after that we play:

scrabble

1-2-3 pass

(THE SUGAR-LERAS)

we laugh and laugh because of the funny and weird reactions in their faces. but for me the most funniest and weird would be LAILA!!!WWOHHOOOOO!GO LAILA GO!!!

it's late and im still sleeping...

2008-10-24T07:28:00.000-07:00

well...i wake up at 2 becase i slept at 4 am. and nothin happen interesting so thats all i can say.

argggghh!why didnt i care???

2008-10-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

arghhh!!!i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's finish..AT LasT!the test is over!!!

2008-10-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

On the days while we are reviewing, it's like everyday the test is going harder and harder like : easy medium hard!!!!

i hate maam "flated nosed", its like its easy when she gave us exercises or something it's easy, but when it comes to mastery or quarterly....ARRGGHHH! she's gone mad i tell yah! - together with his pwenhiie flaten nose.

"Arrhhhh,got me timbers for i'm gonna slash her throat to shreded pieces for that's me PIRATE way, Arhhh!!!! "

i hope i could pass and i'm happy even if my grade is what they say "sagad-sagarang 80%" im ok with it, i just dont like receiving 79 and below..so that my parents could see that i've improve(a bit).

But still, it's ok even if they didnt appreciate it. Im use to it. And now while im typing what to me today...i let the beef for long in the stove causing it to burn...Dont worry, it's still eatable though i cant sure that it taste good..but still i have to eat cause it's only the potatoes are not the beef...
Well...i bit on the beef..hehehehe...

Then here is Ian at my back. Playing PS2 "Guitar Hero". Im also downloading something but no need to know^^. It's just something Im addicted on. As for me, my analysis who read this part will be curios...or not......ahhh,anyways...

And, Oh what a suprise...i got my computer back...but then you'll see, a day after this...my internet is expired...GREAT!!!!!!!what the h*ll im blogging for!!!!!
And this guy,that makes me jump up off my knees. I know you know him, that his not that good looking but his tall and cute when she smiles...

AND I SAY I DONT CARE IF YOU SAY HIS UGLY... cuz "Crush is being blinded". Owh and he look at me at school after test...hhaaaaiiiiiiii!

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaah!!!

o(^ u ^)o

THE 7 KAWAII ICON

iexai is chuchu

^^o7

what REALLY happen...

2008-10-12T09:43:00.000-07:00

yup!this is it!My official BLOG(yah.."watever"..)and again,thnx steph and also all the people push me to join the blog...(meron BAH?..hahahaha).

what happen today,before i start...i havent look at anyone's blog ,im focus at my blog because its cute ^^!!!it started when i woke up and slept again then go to the bathroom,brush my teeth and wear my dress for school.and i think, raichelle is a bit mad because we came to school late(it's only an "i think"qouted side by side).

so there,i came late...AGAIN!after our adviser annouce something,i bring out my pillow(i mean my sister's pillow)and sleep(that was good).then suddenly a paper hitting me on the back..well that was my teacher i filipino Maam Magalloniieee(though a kinda *EMBARRASSING!).

after that subject,we ate (though we now it's not recess time..and where hungry)i bring out my PSP...lakshmi borrowed it then diane...then play truth or dare.then we laugh hard(blah-blah-blah!). i and steph were figthing with her cp cuz she looks really PRETTY in her cp.we did a phok!and pow and push my chair (*where im sitting on).she didnt know i secretly sneak my hands to her pocket and got the cp...AGAIN!!!MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHA!HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!(shrieking for an evil laugh!).then continue what we're doing.

then ma'am Soriano came into the room so mad(u-u...you should see her face)because the people who are not joining in the foundation didnt do the sewing...(actually heaven and laila do the sewing but they didnt continue for some reasons..)after that no-one had stand to get the sewing materials. so i stand up and get it and do it as a favor to ma'am. QUESTIONS?...why did i do the sewing?(<-with a big question mark!)

THE MAIN REASONS:

*to save the them from having a referral.
*avoiding maam from sending my friends from "EVIL MR. B."
*at list to show respect to ma'am even though ma'am sometimes acts weird
*cuz i know teachers are very busy
*and from humiliation from others(chismis)

note:
i've said this reason IF EVER there is someone mad or a bit mad at me for doing that or thinking another negative posibilities in me...

the reason i join the foundation is not only for the grade but for the....ahmmm..uhmm..to have an excuse from classes..hehehhe!i help *** and ******(she's mean!!) in sewing.

after that we practice for the foundation because it's a general rehersal. its exhausting you know...
and ma'am A.D. PUSHING MY BACK!!!and it's really embarrasing also calling me DYOSA which i was not her...and it's corny!eek!

that's all i can say for now!Sayonara!

iexai^^is chuchu

speaking..

2008-10-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

hi isay... just wanna let you see.. this post.. ala lng..
btw this is steph speaking

you can delete this if you want :D